fog (again)

back in the same place. what is happening? groundhog day? everything is same. just dull as it was yesterday. why? who knows a secret to change everything everyday? making each day brighter than the other by doing more and more insane things. i don't know that this exists. well it is worth the everlasting dream. is it? but just tell yourself today when i wake up i am just getting so much better. waking with the new and improved you. if this sounds like a late night skin care commercial is because it is and i am endorsing a product. the product is called life. what? becoming stranded in a row boat. can i find my way back? is it my destiny? what is that anyway? but a fog (again) from the cracks in the concrete city. from the sewers, stench. a little liars instigating fights. living in a nirvana that is not peaceful. a lull that is the storm. want to become a test tube item. please make this happen. i am waiting in the catacombs with a smile and a gift card to the first who gives me that. oh no? oh no! emphasis placed in the wrong places. maybe it would be better if i just declared i am citizen insane and threw my bombshell at passing trains.

aidos amigos. a man being erased. on the sign out or in your terms signing off. (thought i was leaving heh!) tricked, i ain't going anywhere. going to drag you down with me. as i am sick and twisted.